"Sexy" Spectacular's video is a SIN!!!

ok sooo... this is just a repreach

i've put this on facebook

i've put this on twitter

i'm puttin it on blogspot/blogger

hell i'd put it on youtube but im not much of a tv personality

PLEASE view this video and tell me what's RIGHT with it....



~Stassi X.

No Kanye?

So on Friday, I went gallivanting around NYC and lookie who I saw...



Amber Rose but no Kanye to latch on to... wonder what she was doing over by Canal St [church n walker]?

That is all.

~Stassi X.

BREATHE IT...

The absence of poetry
Leaves me numb
So I spill the words out
As they come
From my mind
Yet I’m blind
To the thoughts I can find
Clearly spelled out for me
So encrypted I can’t possibly
See them.
I just breathe them
Need them in my life
In my day to day
Night to night
Rendezvous
Strong a bond as me and you
You is ink
Bound to my
Palms so pink
Damp from the firm
Clamp on my
Tool.
Of.
Choice.

5-16-09





Just had a moment.



~Stassi X.

dark and what??

smh. and smh some more.

bow wow's music video.
serani's music video.
any black man's music video.

"i like em long hair, thick, red boned..." --> pretty self explanatory, thanks weezy.

and i think he speaks for the apparent majority. apparently.

seem's like the word's dark 'n' lovely have no meaning in today's world.
today walking through the mall, all i saw were black arms and light arms linked. now i'm not one to hate on someone else's love, but once my friend pointed out the trend, i will admit, the pattern is EXTREMELY irritating.

this topic has been discussed thousands of times before but... not by me, so here it goes.

i understand, these mixed chicks and these light chicks are very beautiful with their long hair, smooth skin, and bright eyes. i get it. but i guarantee, the dark side is sexy too! i feel like we, the dark n lovely, end up with the shortest end of the stick. the white guys for the most part want the light girls. the asian [both types] want the light girls. and now the black guys want the light girls. who wants the dark? any takers?

black women are always trying to alter themselves to look somewhat "better" to the public (colored contacts, straightened hair, weaves, even skin lighteners)... now we know why. for some mind boggling reason, guys don't drool over anything else.

relax, i'm just speaking my mind.
for our sake, i wish things were different.
we love the light and dark, why can't our men just return the love ='[

that's just how i see it.

~Stassi X.

summer wishlist

.white shorts
.vans
.new ipod nano
.tv
.a clue of what to do with my hair [GOT]
.fun speakers
.an internship
.& a job [GOT]
.a tan (lol)
.a summerdress
.a CAMERA (asap) [GOT]
.a boytoy
.doc martens
.the ability to braid [GOT sorta]
.swimsuit (monokini)
.3 new poems
.a tubetop (omg)
.a big ego?

~Stassi X.

Au Naturale? Now I Get It...

Perms...done. Braids...done. Wigs...never.

Ok so I took the big step and grew my hair out and now that school is officially OVER [amen], let's see what I ended up with.

And I love it all. You go from forum to forum and see all this mumbojumbo about the wonderfulness of going natural and how great you feel. I thought this was all too much emotion for a simple hair change. I just kept thinking to myself... quit being dramatic!

But the hair's out and I get it. I was SO scared to walk outside my door with such a different look and with such little hair over my head. But my first exposure was at church, which I feel was the best place to do it. No one's going to be too mean about it in the house of God. To my surprise, alot of people liked it, which eased my nerves. I mean I have a whole summer to build up some confidence so next semester at HU won't phase me. Let the journey begin.

~Stassi X.