12.30.2009
i hate beyonce
My ring finger is bare. So is every other finger on my hands.
Hello, my name is Stassi X., and I am single.
I need to learn to be okay with that.
If I could, I would make that my #1 New Years resolution. It's not that easy though =/. It's not easy when every single dream I've had thus far was about some male figure. Why have I managed to let that get to the top of my list of priorities.
And it sure doesn't help that I'm listening to "Love Story" by Taylor Swift as I write this. That is the ULTIMATE cuffing song.
Fuck.
12.18.2009
12.15.2009
#in2010
-i will be pierced (rihanna ears).
-i will be tatted (Something to say #pencil).
-fearlessness is key
-experiment
-don't be afraid to have a drink to myself
-don't be afraid to take a walk by yourself. just go chill in meridian park by yourself and unwind.
-do everything wholeheartedly
-actually dedicate my being to one thing at a time
-hide the fact that i care about what others think
-and then eventually stop caring ...maybe #in2011
-do all the things i daydream, fantasize, or wish would happen
-open up
-smile more, i look better when i do that
-make my room more lively. decorate it, magazine covers/pictures, poems, thoughts, printouts.
-DETERMINE WHAT I WANT TO DO FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.
-take better care of my sister
-have more company over
-take the time to show those who appreciate me that i appreciate them
-immerse myself in journalism
-utilize my damn camera.
-embrace my beauty. when i do, hopefully others will too.
-just do it.
12.14.2009
tingley feeling inside
a nice day out after one helluva day of sneezing and used Kleenexes.
went out to the mall and got myself these beauties from DSW:
i love them... i'm still wearing them as i write this post -_-
thennnnn
i also got myself a little treat at the subway
VIBE!!
i wanted the Drake cover, but i <3 C.Breezy too. theyre both inside, & thats what matters most
read read read...
12.11.2009
a la New York!
then to my parents' home, aka JAMAICA!
grandma, i'm comin!
=*
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12.06.2009
12.05.2009
whaaaatttttt
12.02.2009
YAY, POSITIVITY!
And I realized that my latest posts have all been bitch'n and moanin' and complaining, which I'm sure can only be taken in moderation. I haven't gotten to talk about all the GOOD shizz happening in my life!
now THIS is good shizz. jello and brownies? my inner fatass is speaking, pardon it.
my friend shanece threw her roomie an awesome arabian nights type of surprise party. shi-sha and all!
k.thnx.
so clearly mickey is actin up.. its'kay, luv her neways.
who knows what the hell was so funny, but i luv zaria.. 25Mag fam also, go editorial!
so yes..
that was enough of that little soiree...
on to thanksgiving break!
got to spend time with my loves from high school, and thats always fun =]
priya's bday just passed, so we had a surpise cup-cake feast!
inner fatass stirring up again.. but seriously, those are to die for.
ah yes =]
and now i really wish i got more pictures of food during thanksgiving.. but i failed to do that. but i did get photo lessons from the master (dad).
long islanddddd.
wearin dad's camera. i swear, that shizz is like 50 pounds.
please view the close-up...
you may have to excuse the rubberband.
it be's like that sometimes.
random shizz, namin shoes like they're Docs.
bah.
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