Tears? Yes, tears.
Sometimes the simplest things are the most satifying.
And maybe I'm a little late on the reminiscing because 2009 is here, better late than never.
I know how much I fussed over others this past year. I let so much get to me and get me down and neglected the goodies.
In a sense, I left high school with more than just my "groceries" [only HU would get it, RIP]. It was way too much social, emotional, nonsensical baggage for my hands.
And now I sit here on the verge of tears thinking about how much time I wasted. But they're happy tears. Because I'm sitting here singing alone in my room and realizing how wonderful of a feeling it is. I forgot how good ME was. How could have I neglected myself for all that time? I thought I needed people to get by and find a place. Shitt. I just need me, maynn.
Ok, now I'm not trying to be all bitter and say I don't need anyone but my damn self. But I do need me, and I guess my new-years-resolution-type-shit is to always make time for me in my busy world of everyone else.
*continues to sing*
Fin.
~Stassi X.
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